LIVELY LIFE

Pen to pad yeah it's driving me mad
BARS are clad but inside I'm weak
I'm writing everyday like it's a streak
It's been a week
I'm off my peak
Climb a mountain but I concede defeat
Day by day I repeat
Writing ain't neat
I don't know what I wrote so I ripped up the sheet
I write bars then hit delete

Man ain't cyber
Man ain't hyper
I don't want to be a lifer
I just want to live
Kill some rappers
Yeah I just want to live
Take over the industry
Yeah I got a gift
So tell every one
On the mic I'm gone

I got Flows for days
I don't do no faves
I'm just straight up in your face
Lawyer up bitch cos I'm bringing the case
They say I'm a head case
But they're just heartless
Call me a divergent cos I'm dauntless
Flows are flawless
They all call me gorgeous
But on the inside it's ugly

Lovely jubbly
Lately I ain't been bubbly
Ain't in it for the money
Why be rich and be a bitch
When I can be poor and live more
I got less but I'm blessed
Life is a test
So I don't care if life is messed
Just cos I'm not lively doesn't mean I'm not alive
I'm in this rap game for life so why don't you just pass me the mic

NUMBER ONE PRIORITY

First love, true love
Heart is broken, wounds are open
Number one but now you're gone
And you left me here all alone
No wallet no phone
I'm calling out for help in the cold in a t shirt
Girl you left me hurt
And you're the cause, girl I'm yours
But you'll never be mine
I love you but to you that's just a line

No I ain't going fine
My love for you wasn't blind
It was clear to see
I love you unconditionally
Immortality? I want to spend this life with you
When I'm with you the sky is always blue
When I'm with you I am whole
Sometimes you rise sometimes you fall
Ups and downs my life is upside down
You got me looking like a clown

But left me here and now I frown
Girl you were my priority
But you treated me like a nobody
How can I say no to that body
My mind isn't dirty
I'm just playing with the words
I'm playing with the words yet you played with my life
You cut my heart with an imaginary knife
In my mind I've already died
Somebody please bring me back to life

Back to reality
I'm further than mars
Wish on a star
But still you're far
You were my priority
But I was just an option, a last resort
I'm all out of sorts, hiding in my fort
Girl you were the goat and my shepherd
They say family isn't an f word
You were my soul mate but in the end you just up and escaped, you were my soul mate but I guess this whole thing was a mistake

HURT FEELINGS

I'm rapping against my will
Yeah I was born with skill
Don't you know I was born ill
When I was a baby I had a grand Mal seizure
I was born ill so point me to the reaper
Each rhyme I spit it gets deeper
But I guess that's enough about me and my self
It's clear I need help
They say humanity is about serving others
You can judge a man by how he treats his mother

Humanity is a family
This world is insanity
Call it a mental institution
People.are living in destitution
This world is full of pollution
But I ain't talking about the fumes or smoke
I'm talking about the people living like there's no reproach
I don't want to live less I just want to live more
I don't want to live where there's war
Sometimes I don't want to live anymore

What are we living for
Wealth and vain
But inside we're full of pain
Who is to blame
On one side there's fame on one side there's suicide
I've had enough of this conquer and divide
Divide and conquer it's driving me bonkers
Marley said it's all going to be all right
He may be dead but I'm going to keep his message alive
They say life is all about sacrifice

They say my feelings are in the way
Speak up do you have anything to say
In iother words.its your way or the high way
I don't write cos I want to get paid
I rap cos it's in my DNA.
God given gift the good and the gruesome so get the gist
Stop taking the mick
I'm busy making hits
So I'm sorry if I'm hurting your feelings
Don't talk about mine cos with them I'm dealing

KUN

God Said let there be light
Tolstoy says if you want to be happy then just be
I can't remember the last time I was happy
Life is a test But I'm failing
Listen to my heart wailing
Rhyme after rhyme line after line
Like I'm a drug addict I got bad habits
But they just die hard
I got bad habits But life is hard
So how can I be ?

They said I had potential
But fact is they were just being polite
Yeah that's right they were being polite
All I ever knew was how to fight
But then I quit cos of my sight
Now all I do is write but it just feels wrong
All I do is write and I'm out to prove them wrong
Cos writing ain't a true science
But when I write I can be
So I'd like to see you stop me

All I know is how to write to a beat and ride to a beat
Y'all know I'm going to be a legend
So throw away your vinyl cos I'm the greatest like Lionel
Flow is subliminal effort is minimal
Some rappers are hypocritical
I put rappers in a hospital
Cos fact Is i deserve to be in an asylum
Sometimes life is darker than Gotham
But then I hold on to my faith
The sins I've done make me want to hide my face

So how can I be ?
Question is who am I
I hate to tell a lie and I hate good byes
They say you should look after your health
But when my leg twitches I keep it to myself
Who am I? I ain't scared of death
WHO am I? Sometimes i don't know
Who am I? I'm nothing like my bro
God Said let there be light
Tolstoy says if you want to be happy then just be

TRUE SCIENCE

When I see the world and feel down
Its because of desire I frown
When I see the devil's clown
Then I turn my back
In the past I lacked
On the journey there may be cracks
But when it comes to the destination
Hopefully there will be fruition
They say without motivation there can be no action
But if you ask me success is presence

They say it's the age of technology
But what is tech without ideology
Tech without humanity
They say it's not the robots
Its the software that will cause nightmares
They say the future is nuclear
But what is a treaty if it's signed by people with impiety
They say the terminator isn't just a movie
But that was the old me
Nowadays I do my research into these conspiracies

They talk about technicalities
But truth is it's just impartiality
They say women rule the world
But this world has always been female
If you ask me I think we all still need to man up regardless of our sex
These lies make me vex but in reality it's more complex
People ask me When is the world going to end
I tell them it depends
Are you really ready to face the heat
I bring the truth to the streets

So I guess you better look in the glass before you ever ask
When I look in the mirror all steamed up
It ain't full steam ahead I'm just in the past
They say time is going fast
But time ain't a true science and that's fact
What you see is what you get no this ain't an act
Statements I don't retract
My works I don't redact
With the devil you made a pact
But I already told you when I see the devil's clown I turn my back

ACTIONS

Knowledge aint knowledge til it's practised
My brain is far from average
If knowledge is power
Ignorance is weakness
They say I'm destined for success and greatness
But you can call me the greatest
When I'm on the mic
When I'm facing life
Death is always on my mind
But I ain't seeking the light

I'm seeking darkness like its Gotham
I write new flows then I top them
I've hit rock bottom
But I still top them
Top of my game
Its clear I ain't sane
Fame aint for us
I dont want to be famous
Though I don't want to be unknown
this house don't feel like a home

Lately I just feel alone
Yeah that's just the way i feel when I be real
Some people ain't fake
Their fake is real
I don't rap for a meal
I rap for the people yeah that's the deal
I was born to give you were born to take
I was born to live you were born for a grave
I was born with one foot in the grave
Another foot in your face

They say my BARS are saucy
But I'm far from trendy
Knowledge I have plenty
But do I practise what I preach
I was born to teach
I got a long reach
Like giannis yeah I was born to lead
But for now I bleed
Knowledge ain't knowledge till it's practised
If truth be told I'm damaged but for now I just manage

RAIN AND THUNDER

Raise your words not your voice
On the mic I'm making noise
Cos I was born to rhyme
Flows be sublime
As you can tell with every line
Every sentence every word
Fly like a bird
Float like a butterfly
I was never told to lie
I'm the greatest like A L I

I bring the thunder like Westbrook
I used to know plenty crooks
But now I just hit the books
So Knowledge ain't power
Charge them by the hour
Make every second count on the shot clock
My flows make your breath stop
There's plenty life in my heart
I stab knives like it's an art
Fuck a baby shark call me the meg

They told me to break a leg
But they point fingers
The past lingers
Rain grows flowers not thunder
Rain grows flowers and it's a wonder
You can call me the brown lightning
How can a pakistani be rhyming
I rhyme cos it's in my DNA
I'm so fly like PIA
So watch me ground the whole rap scene full steam

RAIN AND THUNDER like the weather wizard
I'm a reptilian lizard bringing the blizzard
Hit them with a truth storm
Spitting over hyperforms
My form is hyper
Freestyle like MacGyver
Don't ever call me a liar
If RAIN makes flowers
Then these grey skies must be the roots
And at the end of the day the grave is our final destination

NOT ALONE

Mans always high
Cos my girl is always low
I wish we weren't alive in the two triple zeroes
Where are the heroes
Its like we're all villains
Trying to make millions
Yeah Time goes tik tok
Carry on following the flock
Carry on around the block
I spend my nights awake.

My life's full of mistakes
They all think I'm a disgrace
Cant even show my face
But when I write on the page
It's a different case
This rhyme is for you sonny
Sometimes it ain't sunny
But you have to look up
Sometimes you have to turn up
So Now that you're 16

You're still innocent.
From them other girls you are different
You're one of a kind
But not cos you're kind
We all wish we could rewind
But time moves the opposite
What is requisite
When I rap it's an exhibit
Call me a legend like xzibit.
This ain't hip hop this is poetry

They all act like they know me
But that was the old me
This is the new me
Watch me ruin the beat
On the mic I bring the heat
And take it to the streets
Today is your birthday
For you I always pray night and day.
You were always my favourite
But lately I feel alone
Home is home
But fact is I'm never alone
Cos when no one is close or proximal
God is always there so call it spiritual
They say knowledge is power
But if you ask me success is presence

TELL ME

Tell me tell you
I confess I'm rude
On the mic I got tude
I bring the thoughts and food
Thoughts with no clue
Rap with no due
Bring the old school
They all ask what's the scoop
I feel so low I'm stoop
Haters want to snoop
But I guess it's fuck you

Watch me switch like Nintendo
I'm sick with the innuendo
Jeet kun do I'm sick with the bo
Fuck a ho and fuck them fake bros
Fuck a low blow
I'm so high like score .
Smoking that raw .
Yes no yes no
Then spit some more

Yes no yes no
Its like I'm on the fence
But I'm on offence
Got no common sense
Its like kenan and Kel
I'll finish you off like spence
Fuck confluence
I'm so sick with the smart pen
I'll fuck you up like Nigel Benn
Tell these haters where and when

No I ain't Zen
But I am a Malik
Aliens in the attic
I'm so crazy like panic
My head is like damaged
Brain is far from average
Tell me tell you
With this beat your speakers blew
Skies are grey not blue
I've got one thing to tell you and that's fuck you

BARRIERS

They say what is beauty
The meaning of life ?
What is beauty
Is it to do with the eyes
No it's to do with the mind
So picture this
Me and you
Yeah that would be bliss
Picture this
Me and you kiss.

Me and you have kids ?
Let's not get ahead
Cos First we must wed
My favourite colour is red
But I love all colours
Compared to you there is no other
But let me tell you something new
I love you
But sometimes I love silence
I love you

But I can be a nuisance
I love the truth
But sometimes I'm scared of telling you how I feel
Girl I'm being real
I should be sharing this with you girl
But I'm sharing it with the world
You say my anger is a cancer
The cure is patience
You bring out the worst in me
So how can I be patient

You want to talk barriers
But how can you text your ex and not make me vex
You talk about barriers
But sometimes you don't let me in my house
Cat and mouse
It's like this love is a trap
That's why I rap
This love is a trap
But I see gaps in the barrier
Me and you? Always and forever. I'd love that but first let's get rid of these barriers

WAILING HEART

When it comes to love I fail
Listen to my heart wail
Its like I'm stuck in jail
We bonded like bail
But you just strayed
I'm counting the days
Pretending it's okay
I'm counting the days
But you went on your way
And left me wayward

My times stuck like Bernard
You say I'm twisted
But on the mic I'm gifted
Since I met you I've had a wailing heart
Tears trickle down my face
My hearts out of place
So how can I make pace
I think I need a pacemaker
Cos you're a heartbreaker
I need a pace maker

Cos I don't want to meet my maker
Your love is effusive and tear jerking
My love for you is real
Why would I be joking
Life is hard
And all we do is fight
Love is hard
But we all lie
Its just the way of life
Like fear and hope

If you were a rope I wouldn't let go
Health and sickness
Sadness, happiness
You call this madness
I call it love
I've got a wailing heart
But I hope you can stay positive
I've got a wailing heart
But without you I can't live
Girl you're my doorway to heaven so I guess I don't care if my life is hell.

THE TASTE

We all taste death
But not all taste life
Sweet and sour yeah that's life
Me be bitter ? No I ain't no quitter
I seen plenty hitters
But me I'm different
Its like Mike Myers was my sitter
Every day was Halloween
Freddys in every dream
They call it a dream team

But my life is a nightmare
They call it a dream team But nightmares are everywhere
Luck and destiny
Life is testing me
Cursing people so the Lord ain't blessing me
They tell me to write a book
But my life is a sentence
They tell me to write a book
But I'm trying to hold onto my innocence
No I ain't innocent

But that don't mean you can judge
I seen people with a petty grudge
From the truth I won't budge
So you can keep your big little lies
I got cold hot BARS for all types
So blast it in your stereo
Way I rap call it tongue physio
My brother is a user even though he ain't touched weed in years
You claim you ain't got money in your purse

But that's because you're unappreciative
I don't take, I give
Yeah that's the way I live
Ain't scared of testing death
Yeah I just want to live right
Please god and be the light
I'm depressed but still putting up a fight
I'm almost blind but I don't plan to lose sight
Epilepsy keeps me up in the night
But success is presence no I don't lie

RHYME OR REASON

What's the reason for this rhyme
Reason for time reason for life
Its only truth I spit on the mic
Spit on the mic yeah there's no other like
Near death seeking the light
Crossing the line
Ready for a fight
I'm ready for death yeah that's right
Fly like a kite in the sky
They call it tell a lie for a reason

Cos when people lie they have a tell
They say back biting smells
But we continue like it's swell
Shred our shell cos we're in a spell
Monsters dwell
But angels never fell
Its humans that fell
Souls they sell, it's humans that fell
But nobody rings the alarms or bell
That's why life is hell

Everything happens for a reason
Global warming is out of season
Innocent people are convicted of treason
But everything happens for a reason
These celebs ain't no beacon
They're just normal people
Part of a bigger legion
You must think my head is full of lesions
Faith is better than being a heathen
Each rhyme I write the wounds deepen

Each rhyme I write there is no rhyme or reason
Far from a miracle, I'm a demon
My soul is fatigued and beaten
So it's time to get even
Even though I ain't eaten
Still I haven't weakened
They call me a titan
But I belong on a suicide squad
Rhyme or reason that's my belief of god
Rhyme or reason, life is a game of dot to dot I think I've lost the plot so I guess I must stop

ONE QUESTION ONLY

Monday is s fun day
But some day I'm going to become great
They tell me to wait
In this waiting room of a life
They tell me to wait
But why should i waste my life
Wasting the hours wasting the days
I think it's clear I don't need to wait to be great
I guess me and you arent the same

I say I have the BARS
But they ask do you have the flow
If I've got the BARS then obviously I have flows
Each time I give I have more
Each time I give I have more in store
New days New flows
Everything I spit is raw
Everything I spit is woah
They be like how you write such a flow
I tell them I was born this way yo

Trying to seek love from my bro
But I ended up hating
Till I took a step back like the beard
You can all call me weird
But in the nights I'm fully teared
I'm part Murdock part BA
Part Sherlock part Einstein A
Frankenstein I be and zombies I see
Everywhere like it's a nightmare
Call me the walking dead cos I'm running from life

Call me the walking dead cos the knife won't slice
The knife wont be nice so i threw it in the river
Now the knife is wet like those others
I got issues cos of my mother
They think they call it family cos I owe them a milli
They all say sage don't be silly
But truth is they ain't down for the nitty and gritty
It ain't my fault if your life is shitty
So go ahead and ask your questions
But the sooner you realise the answer is in front if you the better it will be yeah it's true

GREY SKIES DOWN

Late night writing packed with emotion
Late night writing packed with devotion
What's with all the commotion
Notion after notion
My BARS are like a potion
Portion by portion
They just get more portent
My BARS are like adamantium or vibranium
Titanium titanium
I think I belong in an asylum

I've been let down countlessly
So there's always grey skies
I've been let down constantly
So watch me fade into the night
Fade to black sniff the white
Fade to black day and night
Don't know day from night
They all say I'm clinical
Say I'm critical
On the mic political

But it's just collateral
On the mic I'm literal
And I'm visceral
Yeah that shit made sense in my head
It made sense when I was up late in bed
Some people sleep like they dead
I'm awake like an angel that never sleeps
Ain't no angel cos this shit is deep
I got devil fingers cos no one gives a helping hand
They tell me to be a man

Lord knows how I can
Plan after plan
All else fails I'm allergic to success
That's why my life is a mess
I take a second to guess
Always second best
Cos life is a test I wish I was dead
But that I've already said
I've always been an original
Good or bad these days I just want to be spiritual, I just want to be an individual

LET YOU DOWN

I've been let down by every girl
But I'm still a man
Been let down by every girl
But I guess it's God's plan
Its God's work thats why my heart hurts
My hearts bleeding and my eyes are weeping
Can't remember what it's like sleeping
The monsters are creeping
The next girl is leaving
What is life's meaning

What is life without love
They say trust the one above
But Satan is whispering
These thoughts are diminishing
My past is worth forgetting
It ain't worth reminiscing
And girls I ain't dissing
But love I am missing
Snakes be hissing
Hissing and fitting

My heart strings they're hitting
How can this be fitting
Her slippers are fit for a queen
Her beauty; fit for a dream
My slate is clean
But I'm angry like a teen
My life's a joke like bean
Beans are good for your heart but so is affection
I hate my reflection

I'm loveless cos of my complexion
Correction it's cos I didn't make no connections
My hearts dissection is biology in session
Life's a lesson I guess I must be messing
Life is testing. Testing, testing 123
They say love sets you free
But my world is like a hate jail
Love sets you free
But they think my love letter is hate mail
I've been let down by every girl but I'm still a man

SHADES OF GREY SKIES

Lately my life is hell like Mel
in the beaver
I just want to pick up a cleaver
They say death is near
But it seems I've lost sight of life
Fight for my life ?
Do right by the knife
Its all a sacrifice
They tell me to live right
But call me a zombie on the fence

Ain't on the mend cos I'm already dead
Yeah I've already said
I got negative thoughts,
I already said I am naught
Suicide without a note
All people do is talk
But then again all I do is write
So how am I dissimilar
Autism epilepsy and hypochondria
Cant remember when i was titular

I'm so sick like bipolar
Sometimes I want to be on my own
But then I write a sick flow
Are they ready to listen though
These people want me to be ill
But that ain't trill
I'm sick with a drill but not with screws
I'm sick with the drill and I'm screwed
Self improvement only comes with movement
Sucess is presence yeah that's my movement

If you're troubled then I'm with you
Hospitals aren't always true
Skies can't always be blue
And they can't always be grey
So Listen to what I say cos I know I'm great
Lusten to what i say even if my skies are grey
My skies are grey but I'm still great
They say patience is sweet
Respect is on fleek Week by week
You know I'm a geek but for now just listen your heart beat

DOUBLE STEP BACK

Freestyle after freestyle
Way I rhyme it's wild like I'm a child
With time they bide but you can't hide
I'm coming for your throne
Cos this ain't no game
You claim the booth is your home
But your BARS are just lame
I'm in it for the fame
But I'm glad with 15 minutes
I'm in it for the game

But I don't bring gimmicks
I bring hits without a squad
Cos I got talent from god
Spoken word is the trend
I see other rappers try to blend
But death is their only end
When life starts it's like a spark
People talk about resolutions
People talk about revolutions
But in the end they don't deserve retribution

I'll pop your culture like it's a tradition
These rhymes are my ammunition
Mixed with ambition
I'll send a non believer to hell not cause I'm Muslim
But cos I'll ignite them on fire and split
I got so many theories
These other rappers are weary
Clearly I'm crazy
Insanity is my lady
Gave birth to a joker

I Got my girl a choker
I think it's game over but I've just begun
Its game over cos I've already won
These rappers better step back like harden
Cos they cant handle me like kyrie in TD garden
I been a bull since I first saw Grant and pippen
I always wear Jordan's cos I'm the goat like Kareem
Rap ain't my dream it's your worst nightmare but I guess I don't care
Minimalism or solipsism
I guess I better call it cos a day cos they don't get my isms

SALVATION

Salvation? My whole life has been a damnation
Salvation, salvation l; now you can hear my song on the station
They say I'm going to be a legend
Cos I've got a past
I'm going to be a legend regardless of my cast
50 shades of brown
I used to be the class clown cos I was It
In my bedroom I write hits
I don't need a fix but I'm still broken
I'm autistic but I'm outspoken

You must think I'm joking but I'm serious
You must think I'm kidding but I ain't odious
Ain't scared of no audience
With these ornaments I take care of my opponents
Way I rap call me a proponent
My BARS are portent
But sometimes I ain't cogent
Call me the greatest there is no argument or debate
Call me great cos it's a fact not cause of my ego
My brain is sick I think I need chemo

Salvation salvation, this is far from the cessation
On the mic I'm a sensation
But let's get back to my thoughts
I'm sorry sis but the pain is yours
How can I forgive when I'm the cause
My life is full of closed doors
But yours is always open for me
When I'm with you I am free
When I'm with you I can be
We talk about death gladly

Cos we ain't afraid to die
Yeah we ain't afraid to lie if it's white
They all ask why but let's be negligent
Sis you are so intelligent
Lately I'm far from belligerent
Sometimes we sit there in silence together
Yeah I love my nephew like a son cos of you
Without you I would be dead and it's true
You're like the mother I never had
All I ask for is salvation so you can call me mad

IM A BIG MESS

They call me a mess
So I guess I must confess
On the mic I digress cos you know I'm the best
You can call me sage
But I'm autistic intelligence
Yeah I write stupid flows
But I'm spitting for a cause
They all think I'm better
But my epilepsy is worse
I wish I was in a hearse

This writing is a curse
But to you it's my gift
When I rap
So call it gift wrapped
I'm so sick with the wordplay
These rhymes are the remedy
Give me a beat and a melody
I'm writing a hit
But I miss the old days
New flows new craze

Writing rhymes like I'm crazed
But lately I ain't fazed
They say the drones are coming
Humanity is going to mars
I look to the stars
For some help
I look to the stars
But instead of heaven I see hell
Nothing but a sinner when i trangress
I'm nothing but a sinner and I'm a mess

2 steps forward
2 steps back like harden
These scientists are looking for the garden
But the snakes are in the grass
They're looking for the garden
But the truth is crass
I'm a mess I'm a mess
They say life is a test
But my life is a mess

HAPPY

Happy New year
I'm done chasing her
Auld Lang syne
Its like I'm stuck in time
Doing the time like it's prison sentence
I'm doing the time But it's time for repentance
I'm losing space in my head
So I plant my face on the bed
They say it's time for change
But as time changes I'll always be the same
If life is a game I'm glad with losing
On the mic I'm cruising
Cos I was born to do this
Some people fight some people write
We always fight so I guess something aint right
im trying to right my wrongs
But all I write is wrong
I don't write songs all I write is truth
I don't write songs when I spit in the booth
Spit in the booth but instead of rap I write poetry
Rap isn't poetry
Poetical rap ain't like that other crap
This political crap is a satirical trap
Fake news fake news what is the truth
Fake news fake news, lies are easier than truth
Just ask Emily Dickinson
My poetry is sicker than Parkinson's
It's the illness and the medicine

Lately I'm in my element
But I'm far from innocent
From the beginning I knew I was different
In the world of souls
I knew I was a different so my soul ain't sold
You sold your soul but that ain't all
Your soul hasn't set free
Even if you write in threes
That doesn't make life more glee
My life is glee ?
Nah that's far from me
But of course it can be
Life ain't sweet like candy
Flossing doesn't make you happy
I'm happy to inspire your child gladly
Knowledge is a fallacy
In this world there is no reality
There is no gravity
I'm on the edge of insanity
But instead of normal
You can call me paranormal
Opening portals cos I'm hopeful
Life is awful but I believe in miracles
They say happy New year
But time ain't a line
Wasting time should carry a fine
People go on like they're fine
But on the inside they're crying
Men don't cry? That would be lying
Auld Lang syne
For one last time
It's 2019 so stop saying it's 2018