DON'T SPEAK ENGLISH

I was born to paint pictures with words
I write scriptures that go unheard
You write fiction and follow the herd
But I'm a lion roaring in the dirt

They call it a jungle due to the snakes in the grass
Lifr is hard to grasp but I was born with class
I was born with class thats why I'm working
I was born with class that's why I'm hurting

Living in poverty but you can call me rich
Wealth is about numbers, who told you this
If I had one wish, I wouldn't take away this gift
Lately I'm miffed

But at the end of the day it's a new day
At the end of the day I just pray
They say a horizon is coming
So why am I running

Silence is deafening, cant you hear me shout
I've never been so annoyed and full of doubt
I'm not the one to blame it on Brexit
Evict me first if I ever quit

I voted remain cos I'm scared to leave the house
These so called extroverts act all proud
But on the inside they're crying
Tell you the truth they're just lying

Lying to themselves diminishing their health
They say play the cards you're dealt
That's why they call me a joker
Far from a king you can call me a pauper

If I had a million pounds my parents would be proud
If you ask me why aren't they proud now
They know that I'm gifted but they're not fully invested
They don't speak English so how can they be interested

Will I be successful if I talk about diversity
You can't take away my love for humanity
I ain't a slave to a government and their propaganda
They're saying I'm suffering from delusions of grandeur

That's why I paint pictures with words
Success I deserve, but family comes first
My parents say they don't speak English
But they didnt sacrifice everything to not live bliss and not live rich

LIVELY LIFE

Pen to pad yeah it's driving me mad
BARS are clad but inside I'm weak
I'm writing everyday like it's a streak
It's been a week
I'm off my peak
Climb a mountain but I concede defeat
Day by day I repeat
Writing ain't neat
I don't know what I wrote so I ripped up the sheet
I write bars then hit delete

Man ain't cyber
Man ain't hyper
I don't want to be a lifer
I just want to live
Kill some rappers
Yeah I just want to live
Take over the industry
Yeah I got a gift
So tell every one
On the mic I'm gone

I got Flows for days
I don't do no faves
I'm just straight up in your face
Lawyer up bitch cos I'm bringing the case
They say I'm a head case
But they're just heartless
Call me a divergent cos I'm dauntless
Flows are flawless
They all call me gorgeous
But on the inside it's ugly

Lovely jubbly
Lately I ain't been bubbly
Ain't in it for the money
Why be rich and be a bitch
When I can be poor and live more
I got less but I'm blessed
Life is a test
So I don't care if life is messed
Just cos I'm not lively doesn't mean I'm not alive
I'm in this rap game for life so why don't you just pass me the mic

NUMBER ONE PRIORITY

First love, true love
Heart is broken, wounds are open
Number one but now you're gone
And you left me here all alone
No wallet no phone
I'm calling out for help in the cold in a t shirt
Girl you left me hurt
And you're the cause, girl I'm yours
But you'll never be mine
I love you but to you that's just a line

No I ain't going fine
My love for you wasn't blind
It was clear to see
I love you unconditionally
Immortality? I want to spend this life with you
When I'm with you the sky is always blue
When I'm with you I am whole
Sometimes you rise sometimes you fall
Ups and downs my life is upside down
You got me looking like a clown

But left me here and now I frown
Girl you were my priority
But you treated me like a nobody
How can I say no to that body
My mind isn't dirty
I'm just playing with the words
I'm playing with the words yet you played with my life
You cut my heart with an imaginary knife
In my mind I've already died
Somebody please bring me back to life

Back to reality
I'm further than mars
Wish on a star
But still you're far
You were my priority
But I was just an option, a last resort
I'm all out of sorts, hiding in my fort
Girl you were the goat and my shepherd
They say family isn't an f word
You were my soul mate but in the end you just up and escaped, you were my soul mate but I guess this whole thing was a mistake

HURT FEELINGS

I'm rapping against my will
Yeah I was born with skill
Don't you know I was born ill
When I was a baby I had a grand Mal seizure
I was born ill so point me to the reaper
Each rhyme I spit it gets deeper
But I guess that's enough about me and my self
It's clear I need help
They say humanity is about serving others
You can judge a man by how he treats his mother

Humanity is a family
This world is insanity
Call it a mental institution
People.are living in destitution
This world is full of pollution
But I ain't talking about the fumes or smoke
I'm talking about the people living like there's no reproach
I don't want to live less I just want to live more
I don't want to live where there's war
Sometimes I don't want to live anymore

What are we living for
Wealth and vain
But inside we're full of pain
Who is to blame
On one side there's fame on one side there's suicide
I've had enough of this conquer and divide
Divide and conquer it's driving me bonkers
Marley said it's all going to be all right
He may be dead but I'm going to keep his message alive
They say life is all about sacrifice

They say my feelings are in the way
Speak up do you have anything to say
In iother words.its your way or the high way
I don't write cos I want to get paid
I rap cos it's in my DNA.
God given gift the good and the gruesome so get the gist
Stop taking the mick
I'm busy making hits
So I'm sorry if I'm hurting your feelings
Don't talk about mine cos with them I'm dealing

KUN

God Said let there be light
Tolstoy says if you want to be happy then just be
I can't remember the last time I was happy
Life is a test But I'm failing
Listen to my heart wailing
Rhyme after rhyme line after line
Like I'm a drug addict I got bad habits
But they just die hard
I got bad habits But life is hard
So how can I be ?

They said I had potential
But fact is they were just being polite
Yeah that's right they were being polite
All I ever knew was how to fight
But then I quit cos of my sight
Now all I do is write but it just feels wrong
All I do is write and I'm out to prove them wrong
Cos writing ain't a true science
But when I write I can be
So I'd like to see you stop me

All I know is how to write to a beat and ride to a beat
Y'all know I'm going to be a legend
So throw away your vinyl cos I'm the greatest like Lionel
Flow is subliminal effort is minimal
Some rappers are hypocritical
I put rappers in a hospital
Cos fact Is i deserve to be in an asylum
Sometimes life is darker than Gotham
But then I hold on to my faith
The sins I've done make me want to hide my face

So how can I be ?
Question is who am I
I hate to tell a lie and I hate good byes
They say you should look after your health
But when my leg twitches I keep it to myself
Who am I? I ain't scared of death
WHO am I? Sometimes i don't know
Who am I? I'm nothing like my bro
God Said let there be light
Tolstoy says if you want to be happy then just be

TRUE SCIENCE

When I see the world and feel down
Its because of desire I frown
When I see the devil's clown
Then I turn my back
In the past I lacked
On the journey there may be cracks
But when it comes to the destination
Hopefully there will be fruition
They say without motivation there can be no action
But if you ask me success is presence

They say it's the age of technology
But what is tech without ideology
Tech without humanity
They say it's not the robots
Its the software that will cause nightmares
They say the future is nuclear
But what is a treaty if it's signed by people with impiety
They say the terminator isn't just a movie
But that was the old me
Nowadays I do my research into these conspiracies

They talk about technicalities
But truth is it's just impartiality
They say women rule the world
But this world has always been female
If you ask me I think we all still need to man up regardless of our sex
These lies make me vex but in reality it's more complex
People ask me When is the world going to end
I tell them it depends
Are you really ready to face the heat
I bring the truth to the streets

So I guess you better look in the glass before you ever ask
When I look in the mirror all steamed up
It ain't full steam ahead I'm just in the past
They say time is going fast
But time ain't a true science and that's fact
What you see is what you get no this ain't an act
Statements I don't retract
My works I don't redact
With the devil you made a pact
But I already told you when I see the devil's clown I turn my back

ACTIONS

Knowledge aint knowledge til it's practised
My brain is far from average
If knowledge is power
Ignorance is weakness
They say I'm destined for success and greatness
But you can call me the greatest
When I'm on the mic
When I'm facing life
Death is always on my mind
But I ain't seeking the light

I'm seeking darkness like its Gotham
I write new flows then I top them
I've hit rock bottom
But I still top them
Top of my game
Its clear I ain't sane
Fame aint for us
I dont want to be famous
Though I don't want to be unknown
this house don't feel like a home

Lately I just feel alone
Yeah that's just the way i feel when I be real
Some people ain't fake
Their fake is real
I don't rap for a meal
I rap for the people yeah that's the deal
I was born to give you were born to take
I was born to live you were born for a grave
I was born with one foot in the grave
Another foot in your face

They say my BARS are saucy
But I'm far from trendy
Knowledge I have plenty
But do I practise what I preach
I was born to teach
I got a long reach
Like giannis yeah I was born to lead
But for now I bleed
Knowledge ain't knowledge till it's practised
If truth be told I'm damaged but for now I just manage